Monday, October 26, 2009

My Best Friend's Wedding


This past weekend I had the opportunity to go home to California to see one of my best friends get married. It was awesome! She was beautiful and looked like a princess. Over the two days I was there, I had some time to reflect. Kristen and I have known each other since we were about 14 years old (that's about 10 years!). Our families knew each other, but we didn't meet until she started attending our ward. Our friendship really started one Young Women's make-over night where she reached out to me because I was shy. Since then we have shared many fun, special, and even sacred experiences together. We've also had our fair share of near accidents on the road together. We had our friendship tested, but we learned from those experiences and came out better as a result. Some of our favorite things to do together were bowling, eating mint chocolate blasts from Baskin Robins, taking weird pictures, eating food abnormally, and just talking.

Somethings I thought a lot about this weekend were a youth conference dance and sleepover we had where we shared with one another our hopes, goals, and dreams for the future. It's funny, and kind of ironic, how different our paths have gone, but how we are both happy all the same. Although our plans did change, we both accomplished what we wanted to. I tend to accomplish things about a year after she does, so we shall see if that is true about her accomplishment this time. :)

I am very happy and excited for her and her new husband, Bryan. I am glad that they are living where they are so I will still see them around when I go home again. It's not like here in Utah where when my friends get married I usually don't ever see them again except on facebook. Sad, but true.

Something I really enjoyed this weekend was staying the night in a hotel across the street from the temple with Kristen and the other two bride's maids. It was fun staying up to talk, do her hair, and celebrate her last night being single. It was very convenient to be staying across the street, too, because there was two hour drive with traffic for everyone else to get to the temple the next morning.



 

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

True Blue, Through and Through

Who said college graduates can't still show school spirit and have some fun?!



Monday, September 7, 2009

Spelunking!

Spelunking is cave exploring. Me and seven of my friends went to the Nutty Putty caves last Saturday. It was my first time ever spelunking and I loved it! We were in the caves for about five hours. We came out sore and badly bruised, but it was worth it!

 
  
 All the dust nearly destroyed my camera, but I still managed to take over 100 pictures and have it functioning.

 
 This is the entrance to the cave after you go down a hole surrounded by rocks in the middle of no where. The gate to the cave opening is on the over end of this tiny opening. 

 
 Coming out of what is called the Birth Canal. It is a really tiny space, kind of like... a birth canal.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

From College to Preschool

Yep, that's right! The job search is over and I am going back to Preschool!! I am now officially a Teaching Assistant at the Mountainland Headstart Preschool in Provo. I feel very lucky to have this job. I know that it is a result of my hard work all summer, faith, and the recommendation of a friend who worked there already.

Way back in May I went on a hike with this friend that worked for Headstart and she highly recommended that I apply for a job there. She warned me that they take forever to hire people and the interview is intense. She was very accurate about both!! After I gave them my application, I called Headstart every week asking about the status of the process. My friend made one phone call and recommended me when she knew they were beginning to look at the applications at the end of the summer. Then they finally called me in for an interview. I am grateful I was forewarned of what it all involved because it gave me greater peace of mind going into it. The interview involved being asked questions by a panel, filling out an intense test-like packet, and reading a children's book to stuffed dolls while being recorded. I didn't think I did well on the packet, but a week later they called me and offered me a part-time teaching assistant position in the morning. Even though I would rather have full time and I had some other options that would make a part time afternoon position better, I took it. I am lucky that this position was at the Provo center, too, because there are 8 centers all over, including in Heber. This center is about 5-8 miles from my apartment, so I am not complaining.

Although the position is called Teaching Assistant, I usually tell people I am a preschool teacher because I WILL be teaching 4 days in a row every 4 days, excluding Fridays and weekends. Pretty much I'm a teacher without being responsible for filling out all the paper work like the teachers have to do. There are other things they do, too, but that is the main difference. When I teach I am responsible for deciding which activities are available to the kids to do. I really wish I new more about what that involved, but I don't yet. When I am not teaching, I am responsible for getting the snack ready and observing the kids and writing down how they are meeting our developmental goals that we have for them. I am really excited for this experience. The funny thing is that I still don't know exactly what I will be required to do because I haven't been given a job description yet. They are a bit slow with paperwork stuff at Headstart... I should get it next week during pre-service training, hopefully.

This class is a full day preschool, meaning the 4 year old kids stay from 9:30am-3:30pm. In the middle they are put down for naps. :) I work from 8 am- 1 pm  and then another part time teaching assistant comes in. We also have a classroom aide who is responsible for developmental activities with the kids and not teaching. The way the schedule is set up, I will be doing the most stuff with the kids and the other assistant mostly helps at lunch and puts them down for their naps. It's a little sad because she has been a teaching assistant and teacher before, but it's okay. She has a baby of her own and that is why she chose to be only part time now and she is why I am not full time.

The best thing so far as been running across toys that I remember loving to play with when I was a child. Colored shapes, Lincoln Logs, colored bears, a brown Fisher Price house, rubber band board, etc. I have to be honest, I am pretty excited to play with those toys again.  :)

My first week was full of boring meetings and starting the set up of the class. This week we went on "home visits" where we meet the kids and their guardians and get an idea of where the children our developmentally. The kids I've met so far are really good and so I am really excited to play with them and teach them. We have a few kids who will be turning 5 years old this fall so they are much more advanced than the others, so it will be interesting... and fun! We are still working on setting up the room. We have to have it done by next Tuesday when we have an open house for parents. School won't start until Sept. 15th. Next week we have MORE meetings where I hope to be given more instruction so I know what I am doing. :) I am just really grateful to have a job and a car to get me there.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Reality

I can't believe how fast this summer has gone by. It feels like just yesterday I was stressing out about how to take the technician calls at APX and here I am training someone on how to take those very same calls. It has been a great summer for me. At the end of last summer I decided that I needed to move on from being an EFY counselor and finally get a "big girl" job. APX isn't what I call a "big girl" job, but it was a start. I thought that not doing EFY this summer would be really difficult for me, but it turned out to be just the right thing for me. I will never regret my decision. The experiences I've had this summer have given me the opportunity to make new friends and learn more about myself in ways and places I wouldn't have if I had worked EFY. Don't get me wrong, I love EFY, but I see now why I needed to move on. I have made many great memories from this summer that I am so grateful to have.

In the next couple of weeks my roommates will return and start school again. I am incredibly excited about this because I've really missed having them around. Right now I still feel like I am just on summer break, but then reality hits and I realize that I now have to make my way in the real world. Yeah, now that I am graduated the world is open to so many possibilities... but this is hard to see when faced with reality.

I'm starting from scratch, literally. I know that I can make something of myself and accomplish many great things in my life if I work hard, trust the Lord, and do my best. I can dream big and do anything I set my mind to. Yet, here I am, in a situation where I feel like everything is out of my control and about to crash at any moment. Deep down I know everything is going to work out and things will be fine, but in the mean time it is scary and, at times, even depressing. The long and short of it is that I need a job. I was blessed throughout my college career to be completely supported by my parents, and I will be forever grateful for that. However, I want to begin being financially independent from them; I can do that if I have a job. The problem is that I don't have a job after the summer and my parents are in a situation now where they cannot help me even though they want to.

I KNOW that everything is going to be okay and it will all work out for my good. I KNOW that I will still meet my goals and do great things in my life. Starting from scratch isn't a completely negative idea. This is just a rough spot and it's a time to prove to Heavenly Father that I can endure things well. I still have so many things in my life to be happy and smile about. For one, I am surrounded by such great friends who I know love me and will help me through this difficult transition into the adult world.

So, my focus right now is applying for secretarial and preschool jobs in the Provo/Orem area. I'm still not sure what I ultimately want to do, but I am hoping these could help me get the experience I need for whatever job I do figure out I want. In reality though, at this point, any job would do.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009



I currently have some really cool friends in the ward right now. On July 9th a bunch of my friends rode Razor scooters 40 miles to Mona from Provo. I was the Minister of Magic who drove ahead of them and provided water, food, and hope along the way. I had a blast! It took them 9 hours to get to Mona. This is the slide show I made of all the pictures that were taken on the trip.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

All Work and No Play

Fortunately, that is not true. Even though I'm working, I still have a lot of time to play and do my own thing.
Here is a glimpse of what I've been doing this past month:
Winning Olympic Gold at FHE Olympics with my FHE family. I got 41 grapes into my mouth all at once. Definitely gold medal worthy, don't you think?


Hiking to Stewart Falls (my favorite), the Y, and Mt. Timpanogoes Caves
Driving home to California to:
Get a speeding ticket
Get Cronked
See Amanda get her girls' camp name, Flare

Do some drag racing
(I'm in the white car. The point of this was to see who, me or my best friend, could get the manual transmission car going into first gear the quickest)



And to see my Daddy on Father's Day